I cannot believe i am 7 weeks pregnant today... the only other time i was pregnant, 6 years ago last month, it was ectopic (in the tube) and i lost that baby at 6 weeks 5 days... the fact that i am beyond that hurdle is amazing and frightening to me at the same time... i am truly in no mans land...
i cannot help but worry about every twinge and stretch and pull that i feel in my belly... is that a good discomfort or a bad one? of course i can't be going to the dr's office at every twinge to make sure everything is alright... no matter how much i want to... and believe me... i want to.
i still have a week before my next dr's appy where i will get another ultrasound to determine just how many babies we have in there... i know i already saw one little heartbeat at the OBGYN's office a week ago.. but this one will be with my Reproductive Endocrinologist, and she will make the final determination if another one could have been hiding that day....
i will be so happy the day i can feel this baby move inside me.. then i will know for sure that he or she is really there... of course the first time i don't feel them moving i will probably freak as well.. and go to the dr to be told, oh, the baby is just sleeping... yep... that will be me in a couple of months... lol
but for now, i will revel in the changes in my body that are occurring now... did you know that pregnancy can cause chocolate and sugary food, like cake, to be really REALLY mean to the body? of all things for me to not be able to eat... chicilate... and dairy.. omg i want ice cream, btu every time i try to eat it, i get sick... and forget drinking milk :( ..... but i love chocolate milk... but aparently, right now it does not love me.
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